Friday, April 2, 2010

Orkkuka Vallappozhum....


College adachu.
Ippol venal avadhiyanu..
Athinal thannae nalla choodum..
Anthareeksha ooshmavu alakunna thapamapinikal 38-um 39-um degree celsiusukale chumbichu thudangi ennarinjath innalae kaalavastha pravachanam kettappol aanu.
Adutha maasam university xam thudangum ennu ullathum venal choodintae theevratha koottunnu..

Ippol pandathae pollae aarum phone vilikarilla.
Messageukaludae ennavum kuravanu…
Ellaraum pareekshakku vendi thayyaredukkukayavum..
Athallenkil ellavarum thannae nae ithinakam thannae marannittundavum…
Athum allenkil avar aarum thannae nae orkkan ishtapedunnillayirikkam..

Aarum nae vilikathu kond njan ntae oru changathiyae angot vilichu..
Njangaludae sambhashanam adika neram neendu nillilla..
Sambhashanam avasanippikum mumb nte changathi ath parayan maranilla…
“Ini vilich manasamadhanakkedu undakkaruth plz…..”
Njan ath ottum pratheekshichirunnilla..
Njan onnum mindathae phone cut cheythu..
Aa sambhavam nae vallathae vedanippichu..
Pinnaeyum avantae messagukal vannu
Njan ntae changathik message ayachilla…
Ntae changathi manasamadhanathodae pareekshak padikattea..
Athinu shesham nod chodikunna chodyamgalk mathram njan ntae changathik marupadi nalki.

Njan e paranjath ntae changathimaril oraludae karyam mathram aanu..
Inganae manobhavam ulla nta changathimarodum anganae allathavarodum nik onnu mathramae parayanullu
“Orkkuka vallappozhum”

Ini oru janmam undenkil ....


Ini oru janmam undenkil
Orae lathayilae
2 pushpamgal aayi nam viriyum.
Vasantham nammae
nokki punchirikkum.
Shishiram nammae
nokki asooyappedum.
Ith pollae oru venalil
kaalathintae choodettu
aadyam pozhinju veezhunnath
njan aanu nkil ne nik aayi
Kannerpozhikuka.
Ath aa choodil ninak alpam
kulirma nalkiyaekkam….


Dedicated to my best friend.


RIT-Oru Orma


Virahathintae march angane avasanichirikunnu..
Ini varan pokunnath neerunna aprilum urukunna mayum aanu..

E marchintae avasanathodae ntae college jeevithathinu oru ardhaviramam aavukayanu.!!!
Ntae aadya varsha college jeevitham angane e marchodae avasanikukkayanu
njan pollum ariyathae…
Orupakshae classukalil kooduthal samayavum urangunnathinal aavam njan onnum ariyathae poyath!!!


E varsham nik aadyam admission kittiyath RIT Kottayath aanu.
Akshara nagariyaya kottayam aadyam nik oru kauthukam aayirunnu..
Njan veetil ninnu mari nilkunnathinal ammaykum appanum vishamam undayirunnnu..
Kallam parayaruthallo avarae piriyunnathil nikum nalla vishamam undayirunnu…
Nkilum oru mattam nik athyavashyam aayirunnu..
Njan nattil ninnu mari nilkunnath mattu palarkkum santhoshikanum vaka nalki..!!!

Kottayathae college nik ishtapettu.
Collegenaekal nik ishtapettath hostel aayirunnu.
Hostelil ethiya randam divas am thannae nik oru nalla koottukaranae kitty
- AKHIL-oru kottarakkarakaran .
Valarae kurach divasamgal kond thannae nammal nannai aduthu.

Collegeil ragging nirodichit undenkilum parasyamayum rahasyamayum ath nadakunnundayirunnu..
Aa pravirthiyae seniors “parichayapedal” enna omanaperilanu vilichirunnath ennu mathram.
Njan anganae ulla parichayapedalukal kazhivathum ozuvakkan sramichu.
Nkilum varendath vazhiyil thangiyilla…
Njanum parichayapedalinu vidaeyanai..
Nae parichayapedan vannath oru penkuttiyanu..
2nd year civilnu padikunna oru chechi…
Kshamikanam njan ariyathae avalae chechi ennu vilichu poyathanu…
Bahumanavum aadaravum kond aanu ennu aarum thettidharikkaruth!!!
Avaludae aavashyam njan avalae propose cheyanam ennayirunnu…
Thannik saundaryam illa enna poorna bodhyam ullath kondum aankuttikalk andhanmar alla ennathum kond aavam aval inganae cheythatah…
Njan ippol oru cheru chiriyodae orkunnu raggingintae aa puthiya mukham…
Jeevithathil orae oru penkuttiyod athum orikkal mathram pranayabhyarthana nadathiyitulla njan ntae saudarya sankalpamgal oru nimishathaekku balikazhich njan avaludae aagraham nadathi koduthu…
Kooduthal parichayapedalil ninnu ozhivakan vendi mathram njan avalae propose cheythu…
Appol avalude oru chodyam ”Ingaane propose cheythal penpillar veezhumoda”.
Njan mindiyilla…

Aazchakal anganae izhanju neengi.
Apoozhaekkum njan ariyathae thannae aa collegeinae pranayich thudangiyirunnu..
Angane irikkae 3rd allotment vannu..
Pratheekshak vakayillatha njan allotment nokkiyilla.
annu uchayk thannae palarum RITyod gud bye paranjirunnnu.
Vaikit appan vilich paranju nik TKM-il CS kitty ennu.
Njanum santhoshichu..
Pakshae akhilnae piriyanam ennu aalochichappo nik alpam sankadam vannu.
Ntae sankadam koodan annu vaikit veraeyum oru sambhavam undai..
Ath alpam rahasyam aayi thannae irikattea..
Annu vaikit akhil ennod chodichu
”Ini nammal kanilla allea?”
Sauhridam naimishikam aano ennu avan samshayichit undavanam.
Avantae aa chodyathinu nik marupadi illayirunnu.
Njan nth parayanam ennu ariyathae ninnu poyi..
Vakkukalkkai njan thappi thadanju…
Avasanam avan thannae aa chodyathinu aashwasamai oru marupadi paranju
“4th allotmentil njanum chilappi TKM-il varum”
Avantae kannukal niranjirunnuvo ntho?
Ntae eeran kannukal avantae kannukal ennil ninnum akatti..
Alpam sankadathodae athilerae santhosathodae njan RITyod vida paranju..
Kaneerodae akhilinodum…

Ini njan charithram urangunna TKMilekk….


"Nik ninnae ishtam aanu...."


Valarae kalamgalk shesham innu avalanu ennae vilich unarthiyath.
Ravilae 6 manik thannae oru mis callum athinu pinnalae oru messagum..
“gud morning…Hv a nice day”
Njanum avalk suprabhatham nernnu.

Avaludae adutha message vannu.
“Njan oru karyam parayattea?”

Njan chodichu
“Ntha karyam??”

Aval paranju
“Pand ne ennod classil vachu paranjath ormayundo?”

Nik ath nannai orma undayirunnu.
Njan ippozhum orkunnu njan annu aadyamayum avasanamayum avalod nik ishtam aanu ennu paranjathum pinnae aval nod pinangiyathum ellam 4 varshamgalk sheshavaum njan innalae pollae orkunnu.

Nkilum ormayillathathu pollae nadich kond njan paranju
“Ntha karayamadi??”

Aval paranju
“Ne ath ennod pandae paranjathanu pakshae annu nik thalparyam illayirunnu.
Pakshae innu nik………..”

Njan veendum manasilavathath pollae nadichu
“Nthadi ath?”

Aval paranju
“Nik ninnae ishtam aanu……..”

Kazhinja 4 varshamai njan kelkkan kothichath…
Njan oru nimisham nae thannae marannu ninnu..
Karanam inganae oru marupadi njan avalil ninnum orikalum pratheekshichirunnilla.
Oru devatha nganae oru sadharanakkaranaya nae ishtappedum??

Njan marupadi ayachu
“Thanx ..thanx a lot”

Nik nae thannae vishwasikkan kazhiyatha oru avastaha.
Njan veendum avalod chodichu
“Ith ne thane aano?? Ne sathyam aano parayunnath?....”

Aval mindiyilla.
Njan pinnaeyum nthokkayo avalod chodichu.
Aval athinonnum marupadi paranjilla.

Ithinidayil nik ntae oru koottukarantae oru message vannirunnu.
Avalak msg ayakunnathintae thirakkil njan avantae message bodhapoorvam vayichilla.
Avaludae marupadi onnum illathath kond njan avantae msg vayichu..



Appozhanu njan orthath
innu April 1-viddikaludae dinam…
Njan alpam nirashayodae chinthichu..
Ishtam aanu ennu paranju aval nae pattichathano?
Ntae hridayam inganae marupadi paranju
“Illa.anganae aavilla..Avalk nae ishtam thannae aanu”

“Thirikae premikkatha penninae premichavanae premathintae yathartha lahari ariyu” ennu paranjavan ethrayao viddiyanu ennu orth kond njan avaludae messagukal ntae hridayathilekk save cheythu…